March 09, 2009

Dream

Head throbbing like hell and sweat trickling down the side of my face, I walked back to my pad. Everything is going crazy! Twisting and turning like they're not going to stop. I can feel my stomach turning upside down.

I can't throw up now! Not when there's like over a hundred people around me!

I looked over to my right, safe. Over to my left, safe. No! Not safe! I don't feel like it's safe. Not unless there's another soul who'll cross the street. So when a car or a bus come rushing around, it wouldn't hit me!

Nice thought! Anyway, while waiting for another person to cross the busy street, I'll sit right here in the gutter... One, Two, Three, Four, Five... Knockout! I was unconscious.

I opened my eyes and there you were. Arms wide open, eyes staring and lips smiling. I can't see your whole profile though, because there's a light emanating behind you.

I tried to call you but decided not to. We're ten steps apart. And even if I did, you wouldn't hear me. A cab stopped in front of me. I shooed him away since he's blocking you from me. When the cab moved forward, you're gone as well. Where did you go? You can't simply vanish into thin air.

I blinked, you're still not there. Wait! Someones calling my name! Could it be you? How? I closed my eyes. Squished 'em even. When I opened my eyes, I was in my room...

It was just a dream. But boy would I love to get back to that dream! I want to understand what happened. I want to know why was my head throbbing like crazy. I want to know who you are. I want to know why were you looking at me that way. I want to know why were you reaching for me. I wonder who you are. Hmm..