Application..

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nung naghihintay ako tawagin un name ko para sa interview, application for work, may katabi ako na, pag tinignan mo plng, parang ang galing galing na. ang ganda ng suot. at may necktie pa! nilapitan ko. tapos simpleng kwentuhan lang. at ang depotah, ang galing magenglish! nanliit ako! pero keme na. hanggang tawagin un name namin, kasabay ko pa pala sa interview ang hayop. so feeling ko, ndi ako matatanggap kc mas magsh-"shine" xa sa paningin ng interviewer. pag pasok namin dun sa room, taas noo xa. tapos may i "goodmorning" xa dun sa interviewer. so naisip ko, potah dagdag points un for him. so umupo na kami. tumingin un interviewer sakanya. tapos tinanong:

interviewer: so how are you?
michael(un maganda un porma): im perfectly fine and confident.

sa isip ko, tangna parang nasobrahan nmn sa pagka confident!

interviewer: so michael tell me, what are the lessons that you've learned outside the confines of the instituion that you've been in?
michael: i was never institutionalized! for you information, my IQ level is very high!

(tanga! bobo!)

interviewer: no what i meant was, what are the lessons in life that you have gained?
michael: i know that! and i believe in myself! because i used to be a working student!

(ay wow! ang layo ng sagot ni hayuuup!)

interviewer: nevermind (smile). so, how do you see yourself ten years from now?
michael: oh im very very old!

ndi ko napigilan ang sarili ko, potah and lakas ng tawa ko. sobra! natawa na din un interviewer. after nun, ako na un tinanong. and to cut the story short, ako ang natanggap. hahaha. corny ng kwento ko sheeeet! hahaha.

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I'm not judgemental..

O.K. so I am..

I'm just telling you what happened.. :D

I miss you.. Ma

[This was an entry in my journal when I was still in college.. Good thing I saved it.. :D]

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i can't breathe..
the onslaught of memories
keeps tumbling down on me.
i miss you..
terribly!

it's been more than three years since i last saw your heart-shaped face. everytime i miss you, i just close my eyes and i am taken back to your warm embrace. everytime i enter the kitchen, i always remember the aroma of your super special meal cooked just for me.. i miss you.

i remember when you used to rock me off in your lap until i fell asleep. when im cold at night, i go back to the deep recesses of my mind to imagine the pillows as a substitute for your arms hugging me tightly as i try to sleep.. i miss you.

i miss you..
i miss you..
i love you.. Mommy..