Thoughts

I haven't visited my blog site lately. It's not that I don't have the time. It's just that, I don't feel like sharing what I'm undergoing these past few weeks. Some might say I'm overreacting. And maybe I am. But it's who I am and how I deal with things..

Recently, a friend of mine passed away. He was my mentor, my choreographer and my friend. We used to call him "Kuya Mhon". He was always smiling and laughing and cheering everybody up. He was the life of the party.

I was browsing over a magazine when I heard the news of his passing. I was stunned. The last I heard of him, he was on his was to recovery. So it was really really unexpected. As much as I'd like to go and attend the funeral, I can't. My condolence and prayers goes out to him and his family.

After the mourning stage, it got me thinking.. If Kuya Mhon, the ever popular "energizer" was not able to overcome what he had, what about me and my sickness? I know it's far too different, but I can't prevent the fear that's slowly taking a hold of me. I wish I can simply shake it off, but I can't. Now, I'm really afraid of what might happen.